2D, 2014-2015
College of Law, San Beda College-Mendiola

2D, 2014-2015

College of Law, San Beda College-Mendiola


And I am finally okay. Move on na. Study na. Study now, emote later or emote after midterms or after this semester or after second year or after law school or after bar or after bar results! Ugh. Okay. Tomorrow is another battle, always.


Since second year started, I already had a grasp of what it means to survive in law school. It means giving up something you’ve been hoping for. There’s no such thing as a “bucketlist” in law school, the only thing we have is one, that title that will take us on top.

Since second year started, I became more emotional because I knew how it felt down there, down with rejection and shame. I knew how painful it was to get something you don’t deserve in the first place. I knew how devastating it would be if people knew.

But alas, people around me did not judge me for my performance. They loved me still. They knew me far beyond my skills. They knew I will not surrender easily even if I was down on my knees, crying my heart out, and ready to give up.

The difficulty of living almost on your own is that no one can be there physically to console you. No one’s there to pat you on the shoulder. No one’s there to hold you in their arms when you feel like crying everything out. All you can do is talk to them, giving them just a percent of what you really feel instead of letting them know how presently devastated you are. 

I cried myself to sleep because I knew everything will be fine. My mind was on it’s highest level of distress and all I need is a good night sleep. When I woke up, the pain was still there but it lessened. People around me may not know what I went through but they gave me a reason for standing up again and do another shot out of it. 

I thank Him for giving me these special people in my life, without them, I will surely be stuck in my own world of demise.

Since second year started, I already had a grasp of what it means to survive in law school. It means giving up something you’ve been hoping for. There’s no such thing as a “bucketlist” in law school, the only thing we have is one, that title that will take us on top.

Since second year started, I became more emotional because I knew how it felt down there, down with rejection and shame. I knew how painful it was to get something you don’t deserve in the first place. I knew how devastating it would be if people knew.

But alas, people around me did not judge me for my performance. They loved me still. They knew me far beyond my skills. They knew I will not surrender easily even if I was down on my knees, crying my heart out, and ready to give up.

The difficulty of living almost on your own is that no one can be there physically to console you. No one’s there to pat you on the shoulder. No one’s there to hold you in their arms when you feel like crying everything out. All you can do is talk to them, giving them just a percent of what you really feel instead of letting them know how presently devastated you are.

I cried myself to sleep because I knew everything will be fine. My mind was on it’s highest level of distress and all I need is a good night sleep. When I woke up, the pain was still there but it lessened. People around me may not know what I went through but they gave me a reason for standing up again and do another shot out of it.

I thank Him for giving me these special people in my life, without them, I will surely be stuck in my own world of demise.


My Sunday with you.

I feel like everything in my life has led me to you. My choices, my heartbreaks, my regrets. Everything. And when we’re together, my past seems worth it because if I had done one thing differently, I might have never met you. 

I don’t want you to leave. Stay with me ‘cause you’re all I need. My heart finally trusts my mind and I know somehow it’s right. 

Falling in love is like coming home. My worries are quieted and I feel protected in your arms. It just feels right. You’re my other version of home. You’re my life. You’re the reason why we’re on top of the world. I hope this happiness we’re feeling won’t go to waste.

With you, I’m completely happy. Four months down, more to go!

My Sunday with you.

I feel like everything in my life has led me to you. My choices, my heartbreaks, my regrets. Everything. And when we’re together, my past seems worth it because if I had done one thing differently, I might have never met you.

I don’t want you to leave. Stay with me ‘cause you’re all I need. My heart finally trusts my mind and I know somehow it’s right.

Falling in love is like coming home. My worries are quieted and I feel protected in your arms. It just feels right. You’re my other version of home. You’re my life. You’re the reason why we’re on top of the world. I hope this happiness we’re feeling won’t go to waste.

With you, I’m completely happy. Four months down, more to go!


Maybe home is nothing but two arms holding you tight when you’re at your worst.
Yara Bashraheel  (via tealosophic)

(via a-thousand-words)


jameskidding:

templarsandhoes:

my two favorite things: Assassin’s Creed and puns.

FUN FACT: there’s a stray cat in my neighborhood who likes to follow me around, he always runs up to me if he sees me, i named him Ezio Meowditore a long time ago he is a babe

jameskidding:

templarsandhoes:

my two favorite things: Assassin’s Creed and puns.

FUN FACT: there’s a stray cat in my neighborhood who likes to follow me around, he always runs up to me if he sees me, i named him Ezio Meowditore a long time ago he is a babe

(via kateri-kenway)


I am scared of falling in love, of craving you every second of every day, of needing you, of being addicted to you. I am scared of missing you more than I can handle, of losing you and myself in you. I am scared of not being enough, and of seeing my insufficiency in your eyes
05/05/14 (exhists)

(via twistedtoxicthing)


I’ve been waiting my whole life for the right guy to come along and then you showed up. And you’re nothing like the man I imagined. You’re cynical and cranky and impossible. But the truth is fighting with you is the best thing that’s ever happened to me. And I think there’s a very good chance that I’m falling in love with you. — 27 Dresses

The way you make me feel is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced before. You make me feel like I’m dying and flying and living and that my heart just stopped beating but yet is pumping 90 mph all in one moment. You make me feel invincible but vulnerable. weak, but like nothing could ever bring me down. You make me feel like I’m free and yet trapped by your every move. You leave me breathless and yet are the only thing that keeps me still breathing. You control my every thought, movement, heart beat. You’ve got me, all of me. That’s all I can give.

(via lulz-time)


You're the most awesome person I’ve ever known.

(via howimetyourmother-lawyered)


If I could explain love in one word, it would have to be trust. 
Trust that he doesn’t cheat on you, trust that he doesn’t lie to
 you, trust that he really likes you, trust that he will always be
 there for you, trust that he can go to a party and not get high 
or drunk, trust that you don’t have to worry about him breaking 
up with you the second you wake up, trust that he will stick up 
for you, trust that he will never fall in love with another,
 trust that he won’t just get sick of you, and trust that he
 wants you like you want him.

Three months and the same feelings of love and friendship still flows between the two of us. 

Salamat sa mga oras na nakikinig ka. Mapaseryoso, corny, mababaw, o paulit-ulit, hindi ka nagsawa na damayan ako sa mga kwento ko sa pang-araw-araw.

Salamat sa napakahabaaaang pasensya. Ramdam ko naman na wala pa akong atraso sayo sa kadahilanang mabait ako pero hindi ibig sabihin nun na nagbibilang ako. I don’t keep scores but I count endless moments with you.

Salamat sa masinsinang pag-iintindi. Alam ko na mahirap makakuha at magplano ng magandang oras para sa simpleng pagkikita pero what matters is I have you, you have me and we’re aware of each other’s love and presence.

You have never failed to show how much you love me. Thank you for appreciating every thought, word, and action I give you. Don’t be surprised if I go beyond what you expect when I show my adoration and endearment because I truly intend to. Don’t change, but for the better, love. Happy 16th! I love you!

Three months and the same feelings of love and friendship still flows between the two of us.

Salamat sa mga oras na nakikinig ka. Mapaseryoso, corny, mababaw, o paulit-ulit, hindi ka nagsawa na damayan ako sa mga kwento ko sa pang-araw-araw.

Salamat sa napakahabaaaang pasensya. Ramdam ko naman na wala pa akong atraso sayo sa kadahilanang mabait ako pero hindi ibig sabihin nun na nagbibilang ako. I don’t keep scores but I count endless moments with you.

Salamat sa masinsinang pag-iintindi. Alam ko na mahirap makakuha at magplano ng magandang oras para sa simpleng pagkikita pero what matters is I have you, you have me and we’re aware of each other’s love and presence.

You have never failed to show how much you love me. Thank you for appreciating every thought, word, and action I give you. Don’t be surprised if I go beyond what you expect when I show my adoration and endearment because I truly intend to. Don’t change, but for the better, love. Happy 16th! I love you!


stealinyoman:

marry a guy who has sisters because he’s seen the female in her natural state therefore won’t have any unrealistic expectations of you 

(via some-of-us-we-have-tattoos)


noobtheloser:

The appropriate reaction to this comic is “aww?”

I do a lot of these.

So do other people.

(via cray-cray-jay)